Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Today'S BitCh

Dear Bloggie

Today's Bitch is not someone who've ive onli known today, but someone whose true colours were discovered today. A common saying was 'Look at the good things of a person, not the bad' and so i did for the last 3 months.

And for that, I had also become the 'cooler' girl, who tries to overthrow the boss ( in my dreams)

Bitch keeps on saying that the boss always picks on her cuz she wears nice clothes, branded shoes, expensive bags..which we all did agree ( and another friend). We had all reached to the conclusion that the boss is jealous of her hence the boss' multiple hints to show how much superior she is to Bitch. 'I got this for RM1000.. my husband got me this.. i have 20 bags'

Today the light bulb was turned on. Bitch actually has the same problem as Boss. She HAS to be the one on top always. No one else.. Like I even wanted to be. Ive never realised that I was a threat

** Some people just tell u a story with no intentions of bragging. Some people simply has to tell u a story to boast**

Here's a series of what had happened today

1. Had an offer frm the office to go for another course, its my 3rd course that has an accomodation provided. If I go for this, I would have completed my 7 days of courses for the year which is compulsory for every officer
- She reacted by taking it on me on why I keep getting courses and she does not, and why are my courses indirectly making me mingle with the who's who in the service
- Yesterday she called immediately to the office, demanding an explanation why her name is not up yet for more courses, when she is more senior to me
- Today she made a remark about why are they always sending me to courses that have important ppl in it
- How would i know, i dont choose what i want, there's an officer who does it, i dont even demand it, i dun even know how she looks like, Duhh!

2. Was preparing a powerpoint presentation, about making our clinic to be run by computers. I came across the idea about 3 weeks ago, but never completed it. Was asked about it by my boss and another colleague, and finally decided to complete it last night. Bitch was initially supportive of it until she found out i was doing something about it, and said she'd be happy to be included in the project if it works
- She overheard me talking to the boss and colleague, informing them that it is completed and makes a remark. TWICE today
-She had a glimpse of my presentation whn i showed to her and my friend proudly( then, i did not get the whole picture yet). This were her remarks. " Did ur father teach you how to do this? ". This remark to me was normal i get it all the time. One of the reasons y im not motivated to do things, cuz if i answer a question correctly or i do something great, ppl will never think that its because i worked my way through it. They will always think dad helped with it. There was no excitement anymore in doing greater things.I shortly replied "No, he doesnt even know im doing this"
-' I Dont understand why you guys would wanna do this when we do not even get enough budget for medicine' like HUH? Fuck u bitch
-All of a sudden a turn in her opinion
- To prove a point, ( i think), out of all the 3 months, she chose today... to show that Ooohh.. u can type a memo, instead of writing it. Oooh, u can type a referral letter into a paper with different headings and blanks to fill. " See..what do u think?" and smiles proudly


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